Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Is this depersonalisation? or just some mild form of it?

I have been feeling for the past 6 months of what I think may be depersonalization. I am not sure that it is, but it's the closest thing that describes how I feel. I have read the symptoms of people who have had it and how I feel is nothing compared to the severity of their symptoms. I just feel mildly detached from myself and when I walk around I sometimes feel as if I'm just a pair of floating eyes as weird as that sounds lol. About 5 months ago I had derealization too and then I think the DP had started, but I don't have dearealization anymore... other symptoms I have is visual snow, floaters and double vision on words and stuff like that. What I believe had caused it is my anxiety and round after round of panic attacks brought on by being scared to leave the house in a car because someone I knew died in a terrible car accident by a drunk driver. But now I haven't had any anxiety or panic attacks for a few months now, I just get depressed because I have DP and I can't enjoy life as I did before. Anyways, can someone tell me what am I going through? When will it pass? Can I go back to living the way I was before?

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